perfect moments


you cant really tell but most of us have our hair tied up in twos, including our co-form teacher.

stop looking for my face in the picture.

if you're wondering why the hell we have our hair tied in twos, its because we got really high and ended up laughing like crazy and tying each other's hair up in two ponytails.

i think its the exam stress.

we're all going crazy.

but its perfectly fine cause we have all the fun we need in class.

more shots. these are edited.


"what's with the butts?"




i'll miss you.


im sorry i dont have nice penmanship.



just move along


first of all, im a sleepy kid.

my eyes are half closed typing this.

and then, i think im paranoid.

today during my english paper 2 examination i was having my lovely lovely nap after i finished my paper when i woke myself up and starting freaking out cause i thought my summary was short of 10 words(since its most of the time 160 and i only had 148 words scribbled onto the paper). i was frantically looking through the passage to look for the one more point i missed out in my summary.

and then,

on my wonderful question paper it wrote 150 underlined. i felt like slapping myself. for wasting 2 minutes of my precious nap time on looking for nonexsistent points to write in my summary.

oh madness.

today wasnt all that bad. when i have a bunch of friends who laugh like ass with me over the most stupid things at macdonalds where we supposedly studied for an hour.


ahh! my brother just stole my huge soft toy dog!

he needs it for his band concert. have no idea what its for, dont ask. just hope it comes back in one piece.

anyway.

two shots that we went crazy while taking some time ago.



"where are you?"


melodies of your emotions.


i have funny friends.

who make me laugh when i feel like crying. and i love them to puny little bits & pieces. i wish i could stuff them into a bag and lug them with me wherever i go.

but then again, they all weigh a ton & i'd rather not.

haha joking joking.

i love those kiddos.

broken.




lost behind the words you write.

hello my alter ego.

goodbye my sanity.

i'll miss you my history.

i think im going crazy. madness. bonkers.

i need to mug hard. like much harder.

but all i really feel like doing is stopping everything and just sitting in my room and listen to my ipod play one song on repeat. alone.









right now, all i feel is,

dead.

not worth not worth.



oh your smile


so intricately played on your face.


yesterday was interesting.

devoted the whole morning to myself. which in other words means i just slacked. then i went to meet zakiah at the library. had a great time. laughed like ass. and then went down for tuition. went crazy during break. then headed down to my aunt's house to visit.

my aunt was all over me.

the last time i saw her i suppose should be chinese new year. and then today i was sitting there smsing my friend when i noticed she was staring at me. like staring really intently. i stopped typing and then,

she practically exclaimed to my mum,

"EH! your daughter pretty already leh!"

my first reaction was having my jaw drop. and then i was like "err.. um.." thinking really hard for something to say. and then everyone(all my other aunts & uncles, my mum, my bro) there was like staring at me. and i was like comepletely speechless.

and then my mum just ended up laughing. and then they blabbered on and on about.. maybe i should leave out the details. okay anyway, we went out for dinner with my aunt and uncle.

and alot of people reading this probably already know how much i love chilli sauce.

and then i was about to pour chilli sauce all over a tomato and my uncle was like,

"where got people eat tomato with chilli one?!"

then i just blinked at him and then we ended up fussing over how i should eat my tomato. haha, but it was fun. in the end i just drowned my tomato in chilli sauce and ate it while trying not to laugh.

so anyway, some photos.



this was during break. wan yi and i went crazy. and we ended up just sitting there and laughing our asses off. this photo was my random idea. we're in the blue reflection, but its hard to see.

this one too. ignore the extra people in the background.


casandra found this book in the library.


i cant bring myself to believe this man.

and some other photos from the library.


i look spastic. ignore my face.

casandra and i. okay damn i still look weird.

we gave up doing work halfway through.


thats all i have right now.

-runs away for tuition which starts in 3 minutes.


i dont think i quite agree with what my aunt said.

you dont know.


with every line it holds my secret.

another of my random doodles i drew quite some time ago. its a rose, in case you cant tell. the shadings are a little too light to be seen in the picture. but what the heck, i put it up anyway.

if you're wondering what the hell the two words "pulled down" is there for, its part of another line i wrote.

pulled down my defences,
disarmed my heart.

yes that one.

this post is random. im bored. and im heading down to the library to mug my ass off.


unice, smile girl.

"i love you cause i love you"

i hate to see you cry, i love the way you smile.
breathe my dear. and you mean the world to me.

argh.

i think i can go bald from pulling my hair out from all the stress.

im hungry. at this time. tsk. i must not eat supper.

i realised i have a whole load of way way ovedued homework due. and exams are in like, what, seven days. i think i could scream my lungs out. amanda needs to take time management courses. cause the moment she hears of deadlines, all she does is panic and run around in circles whining and screaming.

perfect.

today a quarrel between two women at my condo got out of hand. i guess being the kaypoh singaporeans i was, i watched them from my room window. the police were even called in.

the lady which started it all had one hell of a temper. it was entertaining for the most part though. that lady had like barrels of saliva in her saliva glands i swear. she scolded like everyone there, including the police guy who was trying not to laugh.

it was quite ridiculous. funny though.

its not everyday a catfight gets so blown up.


anyway,

some photos taken the other day.


iman's aspiration is to be taller than me

annoying hat. haha. but we ended up playing with it in the end.
love this shot

i dont know what we're doing.



just look at the expression man. priceless.

haha and this one as well. only zakiah managed to smile in time.

i'll keep the other batch of photos for the nect time i actually have time to blog again. i apologise for not updating as often, school's been hectic.


ps, please dont forget

that i've never forgotten you.

smile my little decoy.


its the intricate details that matter.


oh,

i think now's about the time where i start running around in cirsles screaming like a mad woman. i realised that midyear examinations are in ten days. im just about very screwed up.

today was funny.

this was what happened.

i wrote this on a post-it:
"mug mug mug mug mug mug amanda"

andrea wrote this as a reply:
"cup cup cup cup cup CUP! -drea"

and i said this to andrea
"eh it sounds damn wrong"

and andrea ended up laughing her head off.

and today i couldnt walk straight. i was laughing and getting really high and i banged into the fire extinguisher. and they laughed their asses off at me. mean asses. cause it was the second time i hit the fire extinguisher.

haha. who needs drugs man. stop drug abuse! okay random. ignore that.


p.s smile kiddo, i love you too.







your smile plastered in the photographs all black and white.

i have no more titles.




flag day duties yesterday.

for the diabled people's organization. i guess the most part of it was fun. got really excited at first. got really tired halfway through. and then laughed it all off with the other school kids.

i think the next time i see other school kids doing flag day duties, i'll willingly donate to them. its hard having to endure 4 hours of being ignored, having been rolled eyes at countless of times and having a hand stuck out at your face.


but there were some really nice people out there.


some weird ones too. who do weird stuff. and say weird things.


but anyway.


im too lazy to elaborate. enjoy the photos.


photo fight during mac breakfast.

haha i can be her personal photographer

we arrived pretty early at far east. and you know how empty far east can get. so we ended up camwhoring again.

and then we went to get the tins and mark our attendance.




sorry my camera was set on macro. um at the toilet.

err,

i dont have any photos of us asking for donations. all our camera batteries went flat except for mine but i was too lazy to take any more photos.

so thats about all the photos.

i gotta start mugging for midyears.

anyway,

im proud to be a chubby kid. haha, long story, will explain next time if i ever remember to.